i really feel that way at the moment with BC41 which is wierd because I loved it so much as participant but to teach its just not doing it for me.
BC40 was going off and i was firing on all cylinders but currently i'm having no joy whatsoever.
I think I was on such high going to NZ for the filmings and then doing the awesome SQWs in UK and Sweden with Rach...now it seems such downer to be teaching it... wierd i know! just not getting that adrenaline rush...
suppose its a kind of self fulfilling prophecy...instructor not enjoying teaching/release for whatever reason...this affects the instruction and members pickup on this and it affects the class "dynamics"...instuctor feels like they are failing because class not going off like it used to be...
i think maybe its time to be a little sefish and go back to some fav tracks instead of flogging bc41 hell or high water... i guess every instrructor has a few nemesis tracks just got to accept it. (for BC41 it is track 4 and 5).
Never thought i'd say this but loving attack more than combat these days! so much more of a feel good factor
There's more than one way to skin a cat